Moreeta I am sorry you're struggling with anxiety over the current pandemic situation. I work in an ICU in Cincinnati, OH, as an RN. Mortality risk for individuals really depends on their current health status and comorbidities. The overall statistics for mortality are actually very low, but for the elderly, people with preexisting conditions etc, the mortality risk rises significantly.
My advice is to maintain social distancing recommendations, to wear a mask when in contact with other people, avoid large gatherings, use hand sanitizer regularly, and avoid shaking hands, high fives, and the like.
Isolation can also play into feelings of depression and anxiety so make regular phone contact with people you know and trust, and share how you are feeling.
I hope all this passes in the not too distant future, but at the moment we all have to dig in, be wise, and work together (separately, lol) to see the curve collapse!
Blessings sir!
Danny