Kim
Don't be so down,the most important person to rely on is yourself. You can't count on to many people and that only becomes even moreso as you become an adult.You are a very together young lady with so much cool stuff ahead of you. Just remember that only you can make yourself happy,it comes from within.
Of course you can always seek a little comfort from your friends,and fellow discus lovers like me.
Heres a smile and a hug from me to you. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D .
Paul